| February 12, 2006 After years of attempting to be macho, I think I have come to terms with the fact that I am really a hopeless romantic. Someday, I hope there is an epic romance in my life. Perhaps not exactly a traditional one, but a beautiful one all the same. And hopefully I'll be clever enough to recognize it when I see it. And hopefully I'll be wise enough to value it all my life, instead of growing bored and forgetting it's there even though it blossoms right in front of me every day. Taking things for granted is a weakness of mine which I have long found unforgiveable. And hopefully it'll be wonderful enough that I will in fact be able to forgive myself for the past and decide that it was all meant to happen just exactly this way to come to this one inevitable end. Consider this my V-day post, because I will probably be somewhat less zen about all this two days from now. |
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